when the clock is still ticking.. when the earth is still turning.. when so many words inside my heart and brain longing to be spoken out.. then i'll start blogging :D
between my heart..my thought..and my story
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Rainy days
This is the time when I almost cannot open my eyes
This is the time when my brain ask me to stop thinking
This is the time when I feel my back pain
This is the time when I miss my pillow the most
Outside is still raining
and yeaahh.. of course it is very nice to lying on your bed..with blanket and pillows..
hmmmhh...
Nowadays, in Singapore , almost every single day the rain is falling..
My feeling is like running to the month of December when everyday's raining is as normal as you're having bread for breakfast.
It's a kind of strange that I feel as I am in December..
Well, actually I like to be in December.. because Xmas is coming, holiday is coming, decoration is everywhere and the feel of love is everywhere around the earth....and now I feel those feelings in early of September..
It's a climate change ! That's the reason..
The same reason applied when in April, the summer seems like shorter..
Save the earth, Save the Gaia..!
The slogan is everywhere..
Even now, if your business is not support the green ways, you might loose your business. It is a must to apply the green ways in every single aspects in a company. Everywhere and anywhere..
Only this morning, my HR sent the email said that the male toilet will be in 3 months trial period of using the Waterless Uniral System. It's a kind of good idea right ? and also a good business as well hehehehe... at least if this Waterless Uniral System is success, many company will use this system, and maybe private house or apartment will start to use. It will be a boom for the next 10 years..
I hope they can use it permanently.. but frankly speaking, I do hope they will not use it for female toilets.. =P
Sunday, August 31, 2008
First Love
dan pastinya gw sendiri punya kisah ttg ini..definisi pribadi gw tentang cinta pertama itu sendiri ya pertama kali-nya gw suka atau tertarik dgn lawan jenis.. hayoo ngakuu.. pasti masih inget kan sama gebetan pertama loe jaman SD ato SMP hihihihihi..
semalem gw baru aja chatting sama "dia".. yep.. "dia" yang mengisi hari2 gw di masa puber dulu hahahaha... kita punya kisah yang gak kalah serunya dgn sinetron di RCTI ato SCTV.. tapi maap saja.. kisah ini hanya untuk konsumsi kalangan tertentu hahahhahahahah..... (gaya gw selangit gini)
obrolan kita semalem nge-bahas masa2 lugu, indah nan jayus jaman itu.. kalo dulu gw cuma bisa nangis meluk bantal, semalem dah bisa ketawa ketiwi bareng..sampe sakit perut...
gw seneng bgt bisa ngobrol ma dia..suatu hal yang ga kepikiran kalo bakal terjadi..
lega banget krn kisah amburadul 10 thn lalu itu jadi clear buat gw..
kemarin gw bertanya dalam hati..
"gw sama dia apa beneran ga da benang merahnya ya"
"pengen tanya deh sama dia.. sebenernya dulu dia tahu gak sih kalo gw tuh pernah suka ma dia?" "trus apa dia beneran ga suka ma gw ?"
well.. yang jelas gw heppii krn dah dapet jawabannya :D
dia pun mengerti knp gw bertanya ini itu..
aahh.. jalan kami memang tak pernah bertemu.. semua sudah di atur dengan sedemikian indahnya.. sampai detik ini..
orang bilang..cinta pertama tak pernah mati..hehehe..menurut gw lagi..ini adalah salah satu pembodohan buat kaum wanita..bukan tak pernah mati..tapi akan selalu manis untuk dikenang..apalagi ketika kita bisa kembali tertawa bersama-sama.. betul bukan..
seandainya cinta pertama-mu kandas di tengah jalan..
toh kamu belajar untuk bangkit kembali..
seandainya cinta pertama-mu begitu menyakitkan..
toh kamu pernah merasakan getaran indah di hati remajamu..
seandainya cinta pertama-mu pergi meninggalkanmu..
toh kamu belajar mencari , merelakan dan mendapatkan cinta sejatimu..
o ow..semakin mellow..maap harus diakhiri disini..
:D
-first love will always be sweet to remember-
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Birthday
and the happiest day of the year for me is the day before my birthday..
Towards my birthday.. I am always exciting waiting the day to come..
I thought it will happen only during my teen-age .. but it still happen till now !
Hehehehhee... maybe that's the childish part of myself =D
yup ! Every year I am waiting the month of August to come.. and I am waiting for the day to come..
even every year the usual "happy birthday" things will happen on my birthday..
I will always happy when that day come =D
The 10 reasons are :
1. At least one of your friend will send you a birthday sms earlier than it should be..it means..he/she still remember me =) --> happy !
2. I will receive many many many sms than usual ... --> happy !
3. Someone from your past day suddenly pop-up and send you a birthday msg.. --> happy !
4. Got birthday present from someone that you thought he/she will never give you a birthday present .. --> happy !
5. Got a birthday card ... for me, the card with or without personal msg is still very special..
6. A time to count the uncountable blessings through out this year...
7. A time to remember.. that so many people has done their own parts in my life and make me as what I am today...
8. A time to say a very special thanks to God for his LOVE...
9. A time to set a new goal.. a new challenge.. a new plan..
10. A time to reflect that many things I still need to overcome my weakness and my limitation..
I mention the uncountable blessings just now , because.. this year.. I got even a special gift before my birthday come.. Noel finally got the job in Sg !! The prayer and the hope for almost two years.. finally He gave me the answer.. and always at His right time !!
I admitted that in certain times I almost lost hope..but I realized that I must ask to God and always have hopes in Him, whatever His answer is. Sometimes, I feel not deserve to receive the uncountable blessings..too many happy things He has given to me this year..and I want to remember it always..do the best in everyday of my life..I believe..I will make Him smile on my birthday..
Happy Birthday to me ! =)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Ber-etika curhat di blog
kata2 itu bisa setajam pisau..
menusuk hati dan perasaan orang lain..
Ketika seseorang merasa sangat berbeban berat atau sakit hati..
menumpahkan dengan kata2 adalah satu hal yang melegakan..
saat kata2 penuh kekesalan itu terucap..kita tidak berpikir panjang..apa yang akan terjadi di kemudian hari tentang kata2 itu..
teringat pesan Ibu Nenny, guru Bahasa Indonesiaku di SMP St.Ursula..
di salah satu pelajaran waktu itu dia bilang..
"Kamu kalo lagi kesel sama pacar kamu, sama temen kamu, atau sama siapa saja..kamu jangan ngomong dulu.. kamu tulis dulu semua kekesalan kamu di surat.. setelah itu kamu simpan surat itu.. tidak perlu di kirim dulu.." "Setelah kamu udah tenang.. kamu baca lagi surat itu.. nah apa masih layak untuk dikirim atau tidak.. biasanya setelah tenang kamu akan berpikir jernih.. gak kesel lagi" "Kata2 itu tajam anak2..jadi kalian mesti berhati-hati"
di jaman era modern ini..
sebuah blog dengan curahan isi hati seseorang bisa membuat orang lain merasa sakit hati..
kalau dulu Ibu Nenny berkata, kalau kamu kesal kamu tulis surat dan simpan dulu..
mungkin saat ini yang lebih tepat adalah.. kalau kamu kesal, kamu tulis di blog kamu, lalu simpan di draft.. minggu depan kamu lihat lagi.. mungkin draft itu gak perlu di publish.. =)
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Cinta
Cinta memberi maaf
Tiada batas untuk
mencinta
dicinta
Cinta adalah maaf yang tiada batas
Cinta adalah pemberian kesempatan
lagi, lagi, lagi, dan lagi...
Cinta..oh..Cinta
Sederhana kata
Seluas samudera makna
Tak kan hanya terucap
Ia kan tinggal dalam hati
selamanya..
----aaaaaarrrrrgggggg... melooowwwww----
Monday, June 16, 2008
Sing like nobody is listening...
My solo performance was only at the church ambo..
Never been perform on the stage before except one time when I join the singing competion in Primary 3 and perform for one occation when I was in Primary 6..
So last few weeks ago.. I did sing solo again =D
feel trembling, feel scared, feel nervous of course..
I sang "Bunda" from Melly G. infront of my colleages from my departement..
I can feel my voice was trembling..
but I feel soo happy when my friend say I perform that night very well..
Yup, I put on my cozy blouse, put some sweet make-up with some accesories..
They said I look so different ^-^ hehehehe..
Love like nobody ever hurt you
Dance like nobody is watching
Sing like nobody is listening
Live as if this was paradise on earth
Friday, May 30, 2008
My first DLSR
With TAMRON 17-50mm/f2.8
photo results : http://www.flickr.com/photos/47489020@N00
LOVE IT !!!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Perjalanan panjang di hari Minggu
Pagi2 udah plan mau ke Bedok Library buat belajar plus cari ide buat term paper mata kuliah " Forecasting ".. laptop di pack, text book beserta lecture notes yang segambreng...
setelah dipack.. haaiyyaa berat banget.. ahaa.. gw punya ide buat pinjem trolleynya Di.. =)
dan jadilah gw pack barang2 gw di trolleynya Di.. hasilnya kayak gini..trus gw ke library deh..
Library buka jam 10 pagi.. gw dateng jam 10 lewat 10 menit.. dan hampir semua tempat duduk yang enak (dapet meja, kursi dan colokan) udah penuh.. yang jelas tempat favorit gw di dalem ruangan Malay book udah terisi semua..
Ya sudah akhirnya gw duduk di tempat duduk tersisa..
1 jam berlalu.. gw agak2 resah.. gak nyaman dgn tempat duduk gw yang menghadap ke "quiet reading room" berdinding kaca..
di depan gw ada cowok yang dgn nyamannya duduk tenang di depan laptopnya..
gw berusaha balik konsentrasi ke tugas gw tadi.. cari2 data.. ahaa ketemu juga nih data.. download sana sini.. dalam hati.. yang penting data apa aja download dulu lah..
1 jam berlalu lagi.. gw mulai ga resah lagi.. lagi2 gw ngerasa posisi tempat duduk gw yang gak nyaman.. gw merasa jarak pandang gw sangat pendek.. bener2 ga enak.. aaahh sebell..
trus gw mikir2 lagi..
mmm apa gw ke gereja dulu aja ya.. daripada gw mesti cepet2 belajar trus nanti jam 6 ke gereja... masih keburu buat ngejar misa terakhir jam 12.15 ...
lalu akhirnya gw angkat kaki dari Bedok Library menuju OLPS Kembangan.. dan sudah tentu dgn bawa2 trolley berisi laptop gw itu hehehehe..
sampe di gereja..
gw taro trolley gw di deket tempat payung..dan gw ikut misa sambil berdiri.. misa hari itu full pack bgt.. pheenuuuuhhh...pulang misa.. hmm gw kelaperan..
duh makan di mana ya..
balik ke Bedok ato ke mana ya??
ahaaa gw punya ide dadakan lagi..
ke Paya Lebar aja ah.. makan di sana.. trus belajar mm di Library Paya Lebar ?? duh ga pernah kesana.. tempatnya di mana jg gw ga tahu..eeehh kan ada Coffee Bean... waaahh... ide bagus..
akhirnya gw ke Singapore Post Building di Paya Lebar..
puter2 tempat makan.. cari yang murmer tentunya..abis kenyang makan.. gw hunting tempat yang enak buat nongkrong cari ide dan minum kopi.. eh gak dink.. gw gak minum kopi.. minum coklat susu..... hihihihi... parah bgt.. abis makan minum susu.. kayak anak kecil =Pwell.. finally gw bisa mendapat ketenangan belajar dan nyari2 ide buat tugas gw itu di Coffee Bean ini…
banyak orang yang datang dan pergi… gw di situ sekitar 4 jam… disela2 bosen.. mainan deh sama hp kamera.. ada young couple bule yang menurut gw serasi bgt.. trus background-nya kolam gitu.. jadi dari tempat gw duduk kelihatannya romantis bgt hehehehe…
Nah ini gambar mereka..
Setelah 4 jam di Coffee Bean.. dan lumayan dapet kerangka term paper gw.. gw memutuskan untuk cabut dari tempat itu… eeh tapi ada yang menarik disitu.. entah knp koq ada musik2 lumayan agak keras.. ooohh ternyata ada yang line dance toh.. hehehe gw suka ngelihatin orang2 pada line dance.. santai tapi asik gitu kelihatannya..
Mm gambarnya mungkin ga bagus soalnya ngadep ke matahari
terbenam hehehe..
Dan gw sempet nontonin yang pada line dance itu sekitar setengah jam-an lah..
Abis lihat line dance... gw ke lantai 3 Singapore Post Building .. yup.. ke Barang-Barang…kata temen kantor gw sih mahal2.. tapi ya gw Cuma mo lihat2 aja koq hehehe.. ngebandingain barangnya sama Ikea..sapa tahu lebih ok tapi mahal dikit..
Barang2 tempatnya terkesan agak eksklusif.. sepii eui jarang pengunjung.. pintu masuknya ada banyak.. gw dah males aja kalo masuk2 langsung di tanyain sama pegawainya.. eeh ternyata nggak tuh.. masuk aja dgn santainya.. keliling2 sendiri.. dan di tengah2 area displaynya ternyata ada pengunjung lain juga..
Menurut gw sih barang-barangnya memang lebih terkesan mewah daripada Ikea.. tapi kualitasnya.. hmm jujur gw agak ga gitu ngerti hehehe jadi ga berani bilang bagusan mana.. harusnya sih bagusan sini.. soalnya lebih mahal dari Ikea … inceran gw Cuma sofa yang kecil.. trus tak ambil juga potonya sekalian.. yang menarik perhatian.. sofa kecil 2 warna.. coklat dan merah.. satu sisi coklat satu sisi merah..unik !!
Ada juga desain ruang tamu yang menarik.. semuanya dari anyaman rotan.. hmm jgn Tanya harganya brp ya.. yang jelas kalo gw mau konsep ruang tamu gw semua anyaman rotan.. mending gw cari pengrajin rotan dulu di Jateng sana.. hehehe
Well.. setelah muter2 di Barang-Barang.. jadi seneng hehehe.. meskipun ga beli apa2.. hehehe.. maklum lah wanita.. window shopping pun membahagiakan.. =D
Abis dari Barang-Barang.. laper lagi deh..mm bingung lagi mau makan di mana..
entah dapet energi dari mana gw beride buat pergi ke Java Kitchen Paya Lebar.. sms Emir dan Samuel , Tanya tempanya di mana.. sayangnya Samuel ngasih ancer2nya salah.. alhasil gw jalan kaki sekitar 15 menit.. =(
Yah apa mau dikata..daripada kelaperan ya mending makan aja..
Tapi lagi2 gw membuat keputusan yang aneh.. gw minta makannya di bungkus aja..padahal udah laper.. abis gw piker makan sendirian kan ga enak..ga da temennya..
And finally.. satu hari itu..adalah perjalanan terlama gw dgn laptop di tas diangkut pake trolley hehehehe… untung laptop gw tangguh.. di gotong sana sini masih ok.. gw udah takut kenapa2 aja ..
Jadi kesimpulannya..hari itu gw capek banget !
=D what a day….
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
EXAM is OVER !!!
I can blogging again !
After a few weeks struggling with term paper making, go to Bedok Library and NUS for exam preparation, chatting with Bimo and Hanny, lack of sleep, feel tired, lost appetite and finally today...... it's all finished !!!!!!!!! yeeeeaaaaaaaaaa.....
This weekend my love will come over,
next week I will going back home,
and the next next week hopefully my sister will visit me here...
yeeeeeaaaaaa for 3 weeks.. say no to "lonely"
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Kalo lagi sibuk .. .. ..
1. Ngobrol di ym
2. Lihat2 FS
3. Nge-blog
4. Poto2 narsis pake kamera hp (ini kalo ga da laptop)
5. Makan
6. Lihat2 blog orang
7. Lihat film Indo di youtube
8. Email2an ma pacar di kantor
9. Bobo
10. TV
Terbukti sekarang gw malah nge-blog disaat-saat buat term-paper hehehehe ;)
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Miss u !!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Dream about PSUMB..
my unforgetable memories more than 10 years back..
even I can feel that it's just as close as yesterday..unbelievable.. but that's true..
whenever I feel very tired.. then my dream will bring me back to that days.. with my fellow Trumpeters =) my seniors, my juniors .. my lovely trumpet.. my green uniform..
=) maybe I am just miss those days so much..
Girls.. enjoy the pics.. eventhough I am not in the pic.. I still can remember exactly the atmosphere on that field untill today !!

PSUMB in GPMB 2006

Juara I Kostum Divisi Sekolah..
-ini kostum emang ga ada matinya !!! -

It looks nothing.. but you can see that straight lines there.. =)
I was in
GPMB 1994 : "Walt Disney"
GPMB 1995 : "My Fair Lady"
GPMB 1996 : "Phantom of the Opera"
GPMB 1997 : "Carmen"
I miss it so much !!
Monday, March 24, 2008
Long Weekend Sickness
gw beres2 kamar ngelanjutin beres2 kamar hari Sabtu kemarennya...dilanjutkan dengan nonton drama korea di channel U.. abis nonton.. mandi sore.. siap2 mo keluar rumah.. udah janjian dinner ma Fellen n Donny di Orchard..akhirnya pergi dari rumah juga.. setelah 2 hari berturut-turut cuma pulang pergi ke gereja doank..
*selagi mandi otak gw berpikir*
"hmmm enak juga ya kalo tiap minggu kayak gini.. bisa nonton drama korea sampe puas.. setrikaan rapi jali.. bolos koor.. trus sorenya jalan2 di Orchard heheheh...hmmm minggu2 kemaren gw sibuk ngapain aja ya...hmmm... whaatttttsssss??????!!!!!! biasanya gw kan minggu bikin PR Matflow itu.. minggu kemaren ga ada PR krn mau midterm exam..addooohhh...gw berasa ga enak.."
cepet2 gw beresin mandi.. buka komputer..buka YM..eh Hanny lagi online..langsung deh ym.. Irene : Han, Matflow ada PR ga ya ??
Hanny : Hanny nya lagi bobo, ini Henry..
Irene : oh ya maap hehehe
Hanny : Nanti dibilangin deh..
Irene : ok thanks
Trus akhirnya buka ivle..dag dig dug...
klik workbin ---> klik assignment ---> assignment 6 ! siaaalll.. ternyata beneran ada PR..
download PR trus langsung cek folder contekan..
aaahh cuma 2 nomer.. eehh udah ada contekannya pula..
nomer 1.. hmm kayaknya sih sama
nomer 2.. hmm most likely sama juga..
ya sud lah...
udah bener2 ga betah gw di rumah.. masak ga jadi dinner ma Fellen.. hehehe
kan udah janji hehehehe ( mencari pembenaran diri.. )
Hari ini...
di kantor..
email dari Hanny.."Ren loe dah kerjain PR blum ? contekan ga sama loh soalnya.."
waaahhdduuhhh sial bgt deh beneran..
"eerrr iya Han.. gw kerjain nanti mlm.. gw baca dulu di kantor n kalo bisa gw buat di kantor.. "
aaaaaaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhh....
setelah dari hari Jumat, Sabtu dan Minggu sore gw hampir pingsan ke-bosen-an di kamar gw sendirii... hari ini gw begadang buat ngerjain PR yang gw lupa !!!!
(gak salah dulu bokap gw ga lulus kuliah krn dia lupa hari ujiannya !!!)
Han.. Han.. dikau blum sampe rumah yah..
nomer dua blum nihh..
hiks..
eh tapi tadi dapet senyum dari si "muka komik"
yiiipiiii hehehehehe.. ;)
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Iwan pulang deh !
ga da yang bisa gw suruh2 nyuci n beresin kamar gw wakakakaka... :))
ga da temen olahraga pagi
ga da percakapan :
ga da temen gila yang bilang "ya ammpppyyuuunnnn" (dgn mulut rada monyong kekekeke...)
ga da temen ngobrol kalo malem sampe ngantuk..(nge-gosip maksudnya kikikiki)
ga da temen jalan n temen makan --> suka dikira orang kalo kita pacaran =P ..
jadilah dia suka bengong melo kalo lihat pesawat terbang melintas (duh.. norak bgt deh loe Wan..) gara2 rindu rumah dan tentunya rindu si Chelsea juga, golden puppy 5 bulan pemakan segala,tukang ngejar2 anak2 tetangga, temen bobo-nya Iwan kalo di rumah sekaligus partner lari bokap gw..
di Jakarta, anak les-nya Iwan dah pada ribut minta langsung di les-in begitu dia mendarat di Jakarta nanti secara hasil ulangan mereka udah pada kebaran karena libur les 3 bulan wakkakakakaka...(adik-adik.. makanya kalo lagi nge-les jangan pada ngelihatin koko iwan yang ganteng yah..)
Monday, March 10, 2008
Korean "The Beatles" baby

but this is very different !! I watched this video last week, my brother accidentaly found it in youtube with "hey jude" keyword, a 3 years old korean baby sing in English in a very very cute acts !!! You should watch him !!.. Definetely will make you smile and laugh.. !!
And he sing not only "Hey Jude" but almost all of The Beatles songs.. one more,you should see him in the second video when he *wink* his eyes to the audiences... ssoooooo cutteee... =)
I think.. I fancy Korean baby now =) hehehehee..
Sunday, February 24, 2008
My Handphone Evolution
the latest one.. Sony Ericsson W910i, in fact I just got it last Friday.. :)
The history of my handphone was not a good one..
The first one was stolen in the bus on my way home..
The second one was lost because I accidentally left it outside the class on my Chinese course day..
The third one..at home..still ALIVE !!
The fourth one..with my bro..still OK..
The fifth one..was lost because I accidentally left it in my office ladies
The sixth one..N7610 AGAIN..cause I fancy it soo much !! I love the elegant design plus the sexy color hehehe.. but AGAIN.. it was lost because I accidentally left it in Bedok KFC's ladies (AGAIN..in side the toilet )
The seventh one..I bought SE W910i..(of course after everyone kept on asking me "You won't buy the same phone again right? )
phuiiffff... what a sad story..
but I officially got the new handphone now..
I hope it will not lost AGAIN....
Thanks for my bro and my friend who lent me their phone when my 2nd N7610 was lost..
=)
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Saturday
8.30 am : laundry time
8.45 am : groceries shoppin'
9.30 am : finish the laundry
10.00 am : breakfast
10.30 am : make up my bedroom
11.30 am : chatting
12.30 am : start to make lunch
2.00 pm : lunch
3.00 pm : blogging
5.00 pm : doing homework
7.30 pm : watch TV cum dinner
9.00 pm : call my sister
10.00 pm : shower time
11.00 pm : homework + chat
12.00 pm : blogging =)
yes.. I know.. I should plan it..
12.15 am : plan for Sunday ;)
http://mariaireneanwar.blogspot.com/
=) hehehe..
finally I had a blog.. yaaaayyy !!! altough I have one from friendster blog.. but it's a kind excitement to create this blog =)
Got lots of plan in my mind..lots of pictures and stories I want to post and write..
Gossh... staying single, far from family, friends, and boyfriend.. makes my mind wondering here and there.. so many things to share yet so little time I got to reach them all..
that's why I create this blog ;)


