First Love

Dengan keyakinan mencapai 99%, setiap orang pasti punya kisah pribadi tentang yang namanya First Love.. oke, maap.. harus gw ralat... gw yakin 99% tiap cewek pasti punya First Love Story.. hehehehe.. (nah yang ini lebih "plong" ngomongnya)..

dan pastinya gw sendiri punya kisah ttg ini..definisi pribadi gw tentang cinta pertama itu sendiri ya pertama kali-nya gw suka atau tertarik dgn lawan jenis.. hayoo ngakuu.. pasti masih inget kan sama gebetan pertama loe jaman SD ato SMP hihihihihi..

semalem gw baru aja chatting sama "dia".. yep.. "dia" yang mengisi hari2 gw di masa puber dulu hahahaha... kita punya kisah yang gak kalah serunya dgn sinetron di RCTI ato SCTV.. tapi maap saja.. kisah ini hanya untuk konsumsi kalangan tertentu hahahhahahahah..... (gaya gw selangit gini)

obrolan kita semalem nge-bahas masa2 lugu, indah nan jayus jaman itu.. kalo dulu gw cuma bisa nangis meluk bantal, semalem dah bisa ketawa ketiwi bareng..sampe sakit perut...

gw seneng bgt bisa ngobrol ma dia..suatu hal yang ga kepikiran kalo bakal terjadi..
lega banget krn kisah amburadul 10 thn lalu itu jadi clear buat gw..

kemarin gw bertanya dalam hati..
"gw sama dia apa beneran ga da benang merahnya ya"
"pengen tanya deh sama dia.. sebenernya dulu dia tahu gak sih kalo gw tuh pernah suka ma dia?" "trus apa dia beneran ga suka ma gw ?"

well.. yang jelas gw heppii krn dah dapet jawabannya :D
dia pun mengerti knp gw bertanya ini itu..

aahh.. jalan kami memang tak pernah bertemu.. semua sudah di atur dengan sedemikian indahnya.. sampai detik ini..

orang bilang..cinta pertama tak pernah mati..hehehe..menurut gw lagi..ini adalah salah satu pembodohan buat kaum wanita..bukan tak pernah mati..tapi akan selalu manis untuk dikenang..apalagi ketika kita bisa kembali tertawa bersama-sama.. betul bukan..

seandainya cinta pertama-mu kandas di tengah jalan..
toh kamu belajar untuk bangkit kembali..
seandainya cinta pertama-mu begitu menyakitkan..
toh kamu pernah merasakan getaran indah di hati remajamu..
seandainya cinta pertama-mu pergi meninggalkanmu..
toh kamu belajar mencari , merelakan dan mendapatkan cinta sejatimu..

o ow..semakin mellow..maap harus diakhiri disini..

:D

-first love will always be sweet to remember-

Birthday

The happiest day of the week for me is the day before holiday...
and the happiest day of the year for me is the day before my birthday..

Towards my birthday.. I am always exciting waiting the day to come..
I thought it will happen only during my teen-age .. but it still happen till now !

Hehehehhee... maybe that's the childish part of myself =D

yup ! Every year I am waiting the month of August to come.. and I am waiting for the day to come..

even every year the usual "happy birthday" things will happen on my birthday..
I will always happy when that day come =D

The 10 reasons are :
1. At least one of your friend will send you a birthday sms earlier than it should be..it means..he/she still remember me =) --> happy !
2. I will receive many many many sms than usual ... --> happy !
3. Someone from your past day suddenly pop-up and send you a birthday msg.. --> happy !
4. Got birthday present from someone that you thought he/she will never give you a birthday present .. --> happy !
5. Got a birthday card ... for me, the card with or without personal msg is still very special..
6. A time to count the uncountable blessings through out this year...
7. A time to remember.. that so many people has done their own parts in my life and make me as what I am today...
8. A time to say a very special thanks to God for his LOVE...
9. A time to set a new goal.. a new challenge.. a new plan..
10. A time to reflect that many things I still need to overcome my weakness and my limitation..

I mention the uncountable blessings just now , because.. this year.. I got even a special gift before my birthday come.. Noel finally got the job in Sg !! The prayer and the hope for almost two years.. finally He gave me the answer.. and always at His right time !!

I admitted that in certain times I almost lost hope..but I realized that I must ask to God and always have hopes in Him, whatever His answer is. Sometimes, I feel not deserve to receive the uncountable blessings..too many happy things He has given to me this year..and I want to remember it always..do the best in everyday of my life..I believe..I will make Him smile on my birthday..

Happy Birthday to me ! =)